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Trying to Make Sense of It All...

Sunday, April 11, 2010

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Friday, April 09, 2010

Feelin' Outta Sorts...

My body has been lunchin’ lately—and I don’t know why. The only thing I can think of is that not getting enough sleep. I’m scheduled to go to the doctor on Monday; which I don’t like, but hey… That’s why we have health insurance. Damn sure been some times when I didn’t have it that I wish I did.

Outside of that, I’ve been writing some songs, but still not a lot of poetry. That’s frustrating, but I can’t complain. There was a definite period of time where there was no inspiration to write at all. Right now, this is how the words are choosing to come to me, so this is what I’m going to roll with.

Ummm, I will also be transitioning all of my journals and blogs to a different service, since blogger is discontinuing their FTP blogging. In English, that means that having a blog that looks like the rest of my site and is a page within my site will likely change within the next couple of weeks. Not happy about it, but it is what it is.

I am ready for this weekend. Hope you have a good one world.

Monday, April 05, 2010

Yep.

Lord Jesus, I have this voice in my heart, but for the life of me, I can’t figure what it’s trying to say. It feels like there’s a scream being muted in me right now. As a result, I’m way more pensive. I wanna figure this out—but I don’t know what “this” is really. I am feeling like parts of me are getting in the way of things. Like I’m stumbling over myself right now. I know clarity is quickly approaching, just want to know all this is about.

On another note, this was a pretty cool weekend, despite my sprinkler dumping a literal puddle in the middle of my office. That killed any Saturday out-and-aboutness that may have occurred. I still got a chance to see fam, watch some sports, connect with a couple of folks and get some business taken care of. Feels like the universe is testing me right now though…I wonder how God would grade my performance. Hmmmm….

Positive of the weekend: I am better learning how to accept the things that I don't like in those I love, and listen to the critiques they may have of me. I will try to curb my inner geek, which may be off-putting to some, although not intended to do so.