So yeah, I had a talk w/ a friend a couple of days ago, and she opened my eyes to something- I really need to ease up on the ultra personal sharing in this journal.  As things would have it, this is how I manage things without kirking out and smacking somebody in their mouth, but I need to find another way to do that.  Call it growing up.  So, I will make it a point to limit my ultra personal stuff as it pertains to beef, unless it's necessary to clear things up. 
Ironically, some anonymous cat left a comment on my last journal entry, stating I "sound like a whinning bitch" (yup, with the typo).  I can see that.  But, this is my journal that I sign my name on and let people know my personal feelings, right or wrong... I may sound like one if you're not understanding that this journal captures everything (good or bad).  Clearly not one.  But I don't go read someone's journal and talk shit and not sign my name either.  That is pure corn.  Journals are supposed to capture happiness and frustration equally, but I appreciate the point, even if it was presented poorly.  So thank you anonymous internet gangster, point well taken.
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