Musing & Muted Monologues...

Trying to Make Sense of It All...

Friday, December 31, 2004

Starting Over...

I know you guys haven't heard from me in a bit, but I've been on "vacation". In other words, I had leave to use or lose, so I chose to use it. Athough, quite honestly, I didn't get the rest I was looking for, I did get to see a great deal of family, which was a true blessing. This year was bitter and sweet, and I can't help but think that this particular year will be extremely good for me. Although, I also feel like there will be a good deal of pain, as well. From loss. Loss of friendship...I don't know...I just feel it. My mother's side is pretty candid for having intuition and premonitions. Most of the time, mine come in dreams...but I don't remember until it actually happens. I think the one vow I will make to myself is to put it on paper. Be it a poem, a short story, a drawing, a random thought. Catch it and put it on paper. Outside of that, I will have to be proactive about making my art work for me...i.e.- market the wonderful stuff I've put together better. Oh, I need to be around my family more, not just blood...my family, y'know. I feel more whole that way.
Anyways, I'm voluntarily siiting here by my lonesome this New Years Eve once again, as I choose to spend this time alone to reflect and to plan. Trying not tomake any "calls", if you catch my drift. Probably won't have to...Just need to think...to breathe a breath without wondering what the consequences, outcome or whatever will be. I need to be more spontaneous, too. I'm way too much of a homebody for someone my age...I need to get out there with my wares and mingle with folks, man. I don't know, just soliloquizing again...don't mind me.
Peace to all--
PS- God bless all involved with the Earthquake Crisis in Asia/ India.
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